Fanfiction by Elucreh

Title: Waiting for an Indication
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer, Brendon/Shane, Brendon/Shane/Spencer
Rated: Adult
Summary: In which, being in love can be a blissful experience, a pain in the ass, hard work, drawn-out agony, and much else besides; also in which, people do not tell the whole truth, polyamory is awesome, songs are written, and Ryan stores his paisley boxers with the cheese grater.
Notes: For bandombigbang 2010. With thanks to my pre-reading team for guessing and guiding and asking and pushing and noticing and poking — this would never have been written without them. Thanks to shihadchick, in particular, because I suddenly flipped out and made it all her job. Thanks also to shihadchick, mrsquizzical, katrinand trinity_clare for the beta. Extra special thanks to the artist and mixers who did such amazing work. Title from Fastball's "Out of My Head"

For arsenicjade, with more love than I can possibly express.

WARNINGS: If you have a problem with honest, open polyamory, this is not the fic for you.

Master Post

( When the flare of jealousy comes, it's out of nowhere. )

I'm not sure I entirely remember what was supposed to happen, and anyway happy GSF!land is a hard place to travel to nowadays

( Imaginary Boyfriend )

So a friend of mine remembered to post fanart she'd had for one of her stories forever, and it reminded me, hey, I have podfic I've been meaning to point to forever!

ivesia19, who is fabulous, has recorded my very first independent bandom story, But Where Do the Nuns Come In? for the rydenrevival community/movement.

You can find her charming podfic here

Title: Howled Happily Along: A Folktale
Author: elucreh
Wordcount: ~1600
Rated: G
Ship: Gen
Summary: The music could never be truly beautiful, he felt, unless there were others there to share it with.
A/N: So my folklore professor asked us to write an original folk tale, and I grabbed a pencil, and the first line I thought of to write was, Once, not long ago, there was a young man, short of stature but kind of heart, who wanted more than anything else in the world to make beautiful music. It's possible I should be under some kind of medical supervision. Please be warned, this is a story written according to very strict rules about "what is a folktale", so it is not at all like most fic.
Further A/N: Obviously written with a pre-split worldview


( Howled Happily Along )

Title: Step Down
Author: elucreh
Pairing: Implied Panic Bandsome
Rated: PG-13
Summary: Cassie watches them dance in the writhing crowd, absently rolling her shoulders against Jon's fingertips, and doesn't know whether she envies her friends or not.
Notes: The "Girlfriends" section of the Ill-Kept Secret 'Verse. Patently untrue: no man updating his blog with "i have a girl who makes me smile like its christmas" could be more in love. (And Cassie, omg, PLEASE don't google yourself.) Thanks to danacias, who did an awesome beta job and clarified my pronouns. For vic_ramsey, who helped me through my spelling-Haley crisis. It should be noted that this story owes its existence to arsenicjade's What She Said, because it made me want to write Cassie's side of a GSF-motivated breakup.


( Step Down )

Title: Coping Mechanisms
Author: elucreh
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer
Rated: PG
Summary: When Ryan and Spencer freak out, they rely on each other to make the world make sense again.
Disclaimer: I do not actually know whether Jon Walker dresses to the left, much less make any other claims as to this fic being a representation of fact.
A/N: For liketheroad, a little late for her birthday (sorry about that!): may you, too, always have the people who ground you; I know you're one of mine. The fluffy bunny for this came eons ago, but I wrote it out properly just because I know Ryan/Spencer makes you smile as much as it does me. Many thanks to ignipes for coping with my mdash splices; the kittens are for her.

( Coping Mechanisms )

For the Kissing Not-Meme

Panic GSF, rated PG-13

( So when I saw the picture, my first response was 'is he TICKLING him?' )

Title: But Where Do The Nuns Come In?
Author: Elucreh
Rating: Adult
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Summary: In which, Brendon's family do their best, Ryan goes camping, Spencer mocks from afar, and Brendon is fascinated by Ryan's flies
Notes: So a few days weeks ago Brendon and Ryan did a MadLib together, and spent half of it looking at each other like the inside jokes would never end. This is therefore their fault. I also blame harriet_vane for encouraging me. sociofemme let me text her about fitting fish into Ryan's pants, and amazingly agreed to beta when my schedule was bad for emilyray, who is equally awesome and told me it made her laugh. So far as I'm aware, Brendon's siblings do not have these names, live in Seattle, or otherwise exist in the ways I've described them. To be perfectly fair, this also probably is not actually why Ryan claims to like fishing.

ETA: The talented ivesia19 has recorded a fabulous podfic of this which can be found here.

( But Where Do The Nuns Come In? )