Waiting for an Indication 1/5

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Title: Waiting for an Indication
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer, Brendon/Shane, Brendon/Shane/Spencer
Rated: Adult
Summary: In which, being in love can be a blissful experience, a pain in the ass, hard work, drawn-out agony, and much else besides; also in which, people do not tell the whole truth, polyamory is awesome, songs are written, and Ryan stores his paisley boxers with the cheese grater.
Notes: For bandombigbang 2010. With thanks to my pre-reading team for guessing and guiding and asking and pushing and noticing and poking — this would never have been written without them. Thanks to shihadchick, in particular, because I suddenly flipped out and made it all her job. Thanks also to shihadchick, mrsquizzical, katrinand trinity_clare for the beta. Extra special thanks to the artist and mixers who did such amazing work. Title from Fastball's "Out of My Head"

For arsenicjade, with more love than I can possibly express.

WARNINGS: If you have a problem with honest, open polyamory, this is not the fic for you.

Master Post

( When the flare of jealousy comes, it's out of nowhere. )

Waiting for an Indication 2a/5

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Back to Part One

( For Shane, Valentine's Day begins with a draft of cold air washing over his left side and the rasp of calloused heels along the sheets.  )

Waiting for an Indication 2b/5

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Back to Part Two (a)

( The day normal changed, Shane woke up alone.  )